Everyone does horrible things. My cousin has done a horrible thing. My husband has done a most horrible thing. I cannot love them any less because of those things, because they are good men. As are you. You are a good man, and do not let anyone tell you differently. That you repent your actions of the past, that you do good things here, that you have reached out to your Doctor time and again - all of this proves that you are a good man. You have been a friend to me, and I do not abandon my friends, Lord Saxon.