Honestly? I'm not quite sure, seeing as I don't really know you. What I do know is personality types, and under certain kinds of pressure there are a few given ways that the person can turn towards.

As I said, it could drive you into doing something like that. It could also be something that you've been pitting all your willpower against to keep it from ruling your life.

[Though... how or why she knows this, she's not sure.]